day 284

a couple of things that are embarassing:

1. not having an answer to the question "what do you do in your freetime?"

which my painting teacher asked me yesterday and i had NO IDEA.

i mean i hardly have any free time right now anyway, but also besides that it's not like i'm really good at just one thing. i'm not going to be like "i have this 365-day blog" or "i like to draw outfits that i make up" or "i like to hang out at dalzell and have dance parties"

i said that i liked reading and music and he was like "oh you just sit there and listen to music?"

NO JEEZ/FUCK.

then somehow the conversation led to me being a vegetarian, which i had to explain and it's impossible to talk about vegetarianism without sounding like a righteous asshole.

keep in mind these conversations were held WITH OTHER PEOPLE in the room.

2. also another thing that's embarassing is trying to hand someone their drink out the drive-through window at work, but repeatedly hitting the brim of your mandatory hat against the edge of the window, with a considerable amount of momentum so it knocks you backwards.